This is me

I was told that someone blocked me on facebook because I say shit like bitch and fuck. I'm sorry to see them go. But I thought friends accept you warts and all. Guess they weren't a real friend.

Btw, who ever you are, I don't even cuss in every post like some do. Lol not like they can see this.  Right ?  I am sorry I offended you.  But sometimes gosh darn it and sugar doesn't cut it !!!

This is me.  Warts and all

I am Alex.  I cuss. I have depression. I'm a mom, not a very good one no doubt.  I'm lazy AF. I bend over backwards to help people.  I feel unworthy.  If I can't donate money, I donate my time and work.  I am human.  I make mistakes , more than I care to share. I do stupid shit all the time. When someone is angry I feel they are angry at me, even if they aren't. I like to have pity parties. Not like. I just do. When I do something wrong or stupid, I can't stop obsessing over it.  I feel unworthy. I feel like everyone blames me, even if I did it or not.  I don't like being the victim but I play it to a t. My brain is messed up with misfirings, low self-esteem , depression, sinful thoughts , and more. But listen. I'm human.  This is me.  Like me or not, this is me.  Don't like me, bye bye.  It'll hurt for a bit and I'll go round and round in my head about why and what, but then I'll get over it.  Unless you are family or someone I  care for deeply.