Christmas shopping?

This is going to be a really tight holiday season. not

sure what else to say. I'm making ornaments to give

to family but the kids, nieces and nephews, aren't

going to like them. they want toys, fun stuff. i bought

a tin of popcorn for $5 for my brother's family and

for my uncle. that's pretty much the extent of it. oh

yea. i bought a $5 shirt for my nephew. i made

jewelry for my girls, but i don't think it's going to be enough. i have some t shirts i got several months ago for

each... big whoop
why am i so frikin down? I don't want to say i'm depressed because I spent a nice day with mom and later carly at the mall. not that i spent anything.