Tuesday, September 6, 2016

I just don't understand

I don't understand. I mean I have been blessed by so many miracles in my life. So why can't I believe that God will send another one my way? I whole heartedly believe everyone else can get miracles or blessings or whatever you want to call it. Then why can't I believe I can?

Why do I believe my sins are so offensive to God that I cannot be forgiven? I know we are all forgiven of our sins and then after death we have purgatory to help with the rest. So why can't I believe?
Why do I believe God isn't listening to me when I pray when I know with all my heart God listens to everyone else - but me.

I just do not understand. I have felt this way for many years now.

This post does not need a reply but if you have the foggiest of ideas why, i would love to hear/read  your thoughts!


  1. God is listening to you but God has his own timetable. He knows your heart and the Bible says if you love God with all your heart and confess Him with your mouth and believe that he raised his son from the dead, you shall be saved. God loves you. Hang in there.

    1. Thank you so much. But all these things I know, in my head. But my heart believes differently. 😞