These are hard times for me. I have 2 things I'm dealing with besides myself. I can't share them here because they are way too personal. i barely got any sleep last night, tossing and turning all night long. i know those involved didn;t get any sleep either, at least on this end.
no matter where i go in my head, i always run into the same two situations and how am i supposed to deal with it? i know i haven't processed it in my head or i'd be a mess, worse than i am now. i haven't cried or shouted or anything. people think it's a game, or something said to get attention, others think it just didn't happen. but i know it did. i know it did.
anyways... i guess that's all i have to say.